The Rapist

The Rapist
By
Debra Phönix
(palordfenix@hotmail.com)

I need to write this... I really need to write this.
Was in my bed, at night. I almost remember the smell and the feel,
I had a criminal inside of me.

Dear Lord, why me? I was a victim of my own skin.

In the loneliness of my own, of my bed i tasted drops of my sweat,
And the sheets were singing a lullaby for the dying child in
Their arms.

The fairies of my madness were trying to rip out all my cloths and
Offered my innocence to my beautiful criminal.
His scent was powerful and animal, if all my body had been dry, the only
Wet place hade been my deepest part of me.

I didn’t know where he came in, through the window?, Through the principal door?
Or may be through my heart? No. He came in thought my vagina.

I was a laborious child and he was my monster.
He catched my legs with his big hands, while he was smiling.
He smelled my skin over my cloths
And then he licks my breast and my cloths were smashed.

The fairies were telling to him : Make hey your woman and your
Slave. Make this child a wild animal. Make this child a whore... your whore.

I was bleed and I was being transformed in a new born been.
Something different.

The pain, the sweet pain inside of my head. So delicious.
I had a meat sword moving within me, like a desperate animal.
“I want all your taste. I want to make you feel dirty my child.
Look my face, do you recognize me? I can be your man, your husband, and your father.
This is going to be our little secret. Our night secret” he said.

He was working in my soul, destroying the childhood that my parents gave to me.

“Give me your honey tears and i will give you my bitter milk. I khow that you are so thirsty, drink it at all”.

My hips were moving when i felt a pain in my breasts and nipples and I started to beg for his cure.

“Please, please help me, health this pain. My breasts are swelling and are so hard. Why my mouth and lips are so hungry, is it natural for a girl to feel like this?” I said.

“My pervert, dirty and naughty creature, you are just feeling a mad desire for being my bitch. Open your mouth for me and lick my serpent” he said.

Mermaids were swimming in the water of our only body.
My bed and pillows were the waves hitting all my perturbing senses.
Ho God! Oh lord of the darkness! Killing me before this beast cut me at all
Or just let me in his animal claws enjoying my rape.

The kiss, his profoundest kiss was so penetrating as his male part was.
I felt water flowing between my genitals and his while he was
Growling and announcing the end of my first sexual relation.

“Good bye my fucking prostitute. I will never see you again. The night is calling me and the water and blood in your wet legs are going you dry in the loneliness of your room”.

He left me, left me bleeding black blood and dirty tears of his bitter milk.
I was ruined, i was a beauty ruined.
He left me with my big sentimental scare in the deepest of my corp.
But inside of me i knew that the only way to made me feel like
He had done were in the hands and penis...

Of my dear rapist.